you have a beautifully designed website here. like others are saying, i also relate to your feelings of estrangement. i think people are starting to question their relationship with technology and want the relationship to be more intentional and rewarding. that's why folks like us see the appeal of personal websites. your site is truly inspiring, its so cool, so much attention to detail.

I feel like I relate to what you're writing on your homepage, because yeah I also feel estranged. I don't feel like I quite fit whether it's irl or online, but I feel quite seen by your writing. I also struggle with anxiety that always hinder me constantly, no matter how much I actually want to have a connection. Even behind an online persona it's so hard trying to interact with people, I get so nervous trying to open up that I just don't respond back and eventually sabotaging my own chances at making friends. It feels so lonely, and your writing makes me feel less lonely, knowing I'm not alone who struggles with this. So thank you for that, truly. I wish you well, and you speak more eloquently than what you might've believe. Hope you have a good day

I'm back and just checking in hoping you're doing well! :B A bit after last time I commented, I actually quit smoking cigarettes somehow?? But I was already cutting back a lot back then, so I don't really feel that different, it's kind of lame there isn't some special magical feeling from quitting them lol. I guess my allergies aren't as bad. Driving without my emotional support cig feels weird and empty but I persevere. Anyway, I hope things are doing okay with the new meds! I've been considering getting back on adhd meds myself but securing an RX is like solving a puzzle in a language i don't speak, is it kinda like that for you too? I think I'm mostly just scared of accidentally getting charged more money than is in my bank account lmfao Well, I've made my text block, see ya!

wow your website is like mind floss. all the little noises and then the bg music makes it totally immersive!

I'm so bad at these guestbook things, and I'm never usually jumping around pages on Nekoweb, but you seem really cool. You're talking about anxiety issues I also used to have at your age (holy [censored] im in my 30s now) and honestly still have some lingering struggles with. I wish I could say for sure either way on if meds will help, and if there's really a "one and done" cure out there. I just don't know. I know things got better but it's hard to hold onto hope sometimes. You have so many years left and so much of life can change in even just a week so there's that. I used to be late to work every day and call out every moment I could just because showing up (like, the idea of it) made me so anxious. It's been years now since I've been like that. I always think I'm doomed and can't start over and then somehow I do every time. I hope you get to experience this feeling of freedom and peace that I eventually got, and I hope you get to experience it soon. Also your site looks really cool and I love the buttons a lot. Anyway I know it's weird to get a message like this out of the blue! You don't have to respond, or respond at length. I'm just a yapper anyway lol. Even if it's not public, I do hope you stick to a journal of some sort also because journaling kinda rules! Okay bye for real, I'll take my longest guestbook comment award while I'm heading out the door!

really nice defined style. amazing

hey, i discovered ur site from ur piclog. i also dont like sabrina carpeneter: both her music and her as a person. but other than that, i love the whole vibe of ur site and i like ur sims 4 shrine. I read your recent journal entry, and I just want to say I'm truly sorry for your loss. Domino was lucky to have found you, you gave them comfort and love in a world that hadn't been kind. May Domino rest in peace.

WAOHH hi! adding all the cr webring sites to my page

Love the use of decorations on the site! It adds a little edge to the 2000s feel :]

love the vibe, absolutely love the vibe of ur site. also ur art looks really nice, keep it up!!!!

i love your website!! it reminds me in equal parts of tumblr rp blogs and old movie promotional sites

Hey Nicky! I recently started a Facebook Page & Group to promote the small web movement, and just wanted to let you know I've featured your site in a post: facebook.com/thesmallweb/posts/pfbid0cCQwGGfcQMfRfh4hL46knv2w54faVKDAjzDJm68L6jm52cWpsQpNgXSuUS9XBSnxl The goal of creating the page & group is to help people on mainstream platforms discover the small web and are unlikely to hear about it otherwise. I don't know if you're on FB, but I'd love to invite you to join + follow the group and page! You can share your site again there, as well as other sites across the small web you love. The group allows for anonymous posts if you value retaining anonymity. Facebook also allows for creating additional profiles now that you can link to your main account, making it easy to make pseudonym profiles to join the group with. Facebook Page: facebook.com/thesmallweb Facebook Group: facebook.com/groups/indieweb Anyhow, I just wanted to let you know about your website's feature and share these new social media channels with you. Hopefully they will help grow this movement even more over time. Hope to see you there! Aevisia at TheCozy.Cat

SO COOL......

dawg, this website kicks more ass than "Black Widow of La Porte" by John 5 on Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock, and that song really kicked my ass, so this means an awful lot, so in general, awesome and kickass site you have here!