ESTRANGED'S MESSAGES

casi October 26, 2025 at 12:46:11 AM

Website: https://

wow your website is like mind floss. all the little noises and then the bg music makes it totally immersive!

Bad Faith September 4, 2025 at 3:39:26 AM

Website: badfaith.neocities.org

I'm so bad at these guestbook things, and I'm never usually jumping around pages on Nekoweb, but you seem really cool. You're talking about anxiety issues I also used to have at your age (holy [censored] im in my 30s now) and honestly still have some lingering struggles with. I wish I could say for sure either way on if meds will help, and if there's really a "one and done" cure out there. I just don't know. I know things got better but it's hard to hold onto hope sometimes. You have so many years left and so much of life can change in even just a week so there's that. I used to be late to work every day and call out every moment I could just because showing up (like, the idea of it) made me so anxious. It's been years now since I've been like that. I always think I'm doomed and can't start over and then somehow I do every time. I hope you get to experience this feeling of freedom and peace that I eventually got, and I hope you get to experience it soon. Also your site looks really cool and I love the buttons a lot. Anyway I know it's weird to get a message like this out of the blue! You don't have to respond, or respond at length. I'm just a yapper anyway lol. Even if it's not public, I do hope you stick to a journal of some sort also because journaling kinda rules! Okay bye for real, I'll take my longest guestbook comment award while I'm heading out the door!

Replied on: September 6, 2025 at 2:27:24 PM

thank you for your genuine message. imagining it getting better when i'm older is hard for me believe because i feel like things have always been this way for me, but surely, it's because i have such a depressed mindset? i feel so old but really i'm still in the first part of my life (probably influenced by the fact that i spend so much time by myself in my own thoughts), and i get proven wrong a lot even when i'm so sure about my own feelings, so i don't know. what i do know is that what i wrote in my entry really spooked me. i always knew i had issues with social anxiety, but i've never felt physically ill and weak because of it. i really felt (and still do) hopeless and ashamed, but, maybe the idea that i'll be like this forever is similar to my experiences before, and you're right and i'm wrong. after all, what you described feeling like when you were younger is very similar to how i feel now--like i'm doomed and can't do anything about it. and if you're better now, then maybe things will change for me too. it's a weird line i'm on right now, whether or not i should accept that this is how it'll be forever or push myself to change. i don't even know if i have the will power to do so. idk, but thank you again, your message has given me a bit to think about. i definitely will keep journaling.

John August 16, 2025 at 11:53:44 AM

really nice defined style. amazing

Replied on: August 17, 2025 at 1:15:13 AM

Thanks! I really love and try to keep it consistent

caramelpuddinz July 18, 2025 at 3:36:51 PM

Website: https://caramelpuddinz.neocities.org/

hey, i discovered ur site from ur piclog. i also dont like sabrina carpeneter: both her music and her as a person. but other than that, i love the whole vibe of ur site and i like ur sims 4 shrine. I read your recent journal entry, and I just want to say I'm truly sorry for your loss. Domino was lucky to have found you, you gave them comfort and love in a world that hadn't been kind. May Domino rest in peace.

Replied on: July 19, 2025 at 10:55:27 AM

hey, this message means a lot to me. it's both equal parts scary and comforting to me that someone paid attention to the content of my site outside of the main page, and i'm so grateful it was someone as kind as you! thank you for your condolences, she really was very important to me and really encouraged me to go outside more. luckily one of domino's babies managed to hatch and survive, so now i've been taking care of her child, and the child is doing wonderfully. i'm also glad you share my thoughts about sabrina carpenter lol. i always felt like i was a pretty major outlier, especially since she's all the rave right now. i swear my reason of disliking her is not in a "ew girl pop music sucks" way, but because of similar reasons such as yourself--i just don't like her as a person. once again, thank you for your message! have a wonderful life <3

boldir, from the cr webring June 7, 2025 at 11:29:23 PM

Website: visual epiphany.neocities.org

WAOHH hi! adding all the cr webring sites to my page biggrin

Piccas March 31, 2025 at 8:06:45 PM

wave

Replied on: July 19, 2025 at 10:55:39 AM

wave wave

Mika February 15, 2025 at 11:31:26 PM

Website: https://mikaorangeart.neocities.org

Love the use of decorations on the site! It adds a little edge to the 2000s feel :]

Compact / Naomi January 25, 2025 at 9:37:31 PM

Website: https://compactbunker.org

love the vibe, absolutely love the vibe of ur site. also ur art looks really nice, keep it up!!!!

nancy January 16, 2025 at 10:53:46 AM

Website: https://harlequi.nz

i love your website!! it reminds me in equal parts of tumblr rp blogs and old movie promotional sites

Replied on: July 19, 2025 at 10:56:47 AM

i can't believed i missed this message, this is like the highest form of a compliment to me! thank you!

Aevisia January 14, 2025 at 10:38:37 PM

Website: https://thecozy.cat

Hey Nicky! I recently started a Facebook Page & Group to promote the small web movement, and just wanted to let you know I've featured your site in a post: facebook.com/thesmallweb/posts/pfbid0cCQwGGfcQMfRfh4hL46knv2w54faVKDAjzDJm68L6jm52cWpsQpNgXSuUS9XBSnxl The goal of creating the page & group is to help people on mainstream platforms discover the small web and are unlikely to hear about it otherwise. I don't know if you're on FB, but I'd love to invite you to join + follow the group and page! You can share your site again there, as well as other sites across the small web you love. The group allows for anonymous posts if you value retaining anonymity. Facebook also allows for creating additional profiles now that you can link to your main account, making it easy to make pseudonym profiles to join the group with. smile Facebook Page: facebook.com/thesmallweb Facebook Group: facebook.com/groups/indieweb Anyhow, I just wanted to let you know about your website's feature and share these new social media channels with you. Hopefully they will help grow this movement even more over time. Hope to see you there! Aevisia at TheCozy.Cat

HIDEO January 10, 2025 at 7:16:14 PM

Website: https://goichisuda.nekoweb.org

SO COOL......

Replied on: January 11, 2025 at 11:18:03 PM

thanks ;] I like how your website makes me feel like I'm getting flash banged, but in a good, nostalgic way. we need more sites like yours. also kojima is cool, i like metal gear a lot.

YYZ January 10, 2025 at 6:46:24 PM

Website: https://yyzpolska.nekoweb.org/

dawg, this website kicks more ass than "Black Widow of La Porte" by John 5 on Guitar Hero: Warriors of Rock, and that song really kicked my ass, so this means an awful lot, so in general, awesome and kickass site you have here! perfect

Replied on: January 11, 2025 at 11:15:43 PM

Whoa dude, that's an insanely cool compliment, thanks so much! I like what you have going on so far too, totally my style. you're pretty awesome biggrin

Edge January 7, 2025 at 2:38:32 PM

Website: https://edgyrabbid.neocities.org/

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.... you have a cool site!

Replied on: January 11, 2025 at 11:09:44 PM

thanks bro, yours is cool too, rayman theme is epic. also happy birthday (-3-)b

kara nicole January 7, 2025 at 1:38:05 AM

Website: cherrywaves.neocities.org & in-rainbows.net

holy shit your site is so cool! love the overall aesthetic and your deftones page (btw thanks for joining my fanlistings!)

Replied on: January 7, 2025 at 2:06:37 AM

wow!!! >w< oh my goodness, it's an honor! Thank you for hosting those fanlistings, you have impeccable music taste! Your compliments mean really a lot, I'm happy you like my Deftones page so far even though it's quite incomplete hehe. Maybe I'll finally push myself to finish it now! I love how you have your site and fanlistings set up, they really remind me so much of the early 2000's. Your graphics are especially beautiful. Ahhh just thank you so much again!

>_< January 4, 2025 at 11:33:50 AM

Website: >_<

hiii! i just had to come by and leave a message here because your website is soooooo cool. i love the muted green theme and especially love the collections section… your website kinda reminds me of ‘pretty hate machine’ . ooooouh i used to play splatoon too, but i only played salmon run xD i’m scared to leave my site link bc it has an awfully pinkish vibe and you might not like it. you seem like a sweet person perfect

Replied on: January 4, 2025 at 5:42:57 PM

Hey, thanks for your message, you're really kind! My website reminding you of Pretty Hate Machine is probably the nicest and best compliment I've ever received... Like, actually though. Thank you ;w; Don't worry, I'm also an avid Salmon Run player, I get too tilted in turf war sometimes lmao. Plus Salmon Run is just so easy to play for hours on end. I wouldn't judge anyone based on the way their website looks, as long as it's authentically them! Everyone is different, after all. Plus, you're a Splatoon and NIN fan so you're already based in my book. I would love to see your website, if you ever link it. (P.S.: I'm not that sweet, you're the sweet one tongue )